He's a stranger to me now. He looks very different to how I knew him. And the way he dealt with the whole thing. He's just a very different man.

I felt zilch for him. I mean, he is not my type of guy. I never go for looks or you know I never go for image-type people. You know, it took a while before that attraction built.

He dealt with it, even though he knew it was going to be a tough go.

Don't get me wrong - I love London, and still have an apartment there.

I wanted to step forward and be on TV and for people to see who I really was.

I'm a new mum who spends her days making baby food and cooking for her man. And I couldn't be happier.