He told me he was truly sorry. We talked for about 20 minutes, just us. It was weird how he just held onto my hand, but I think for the first time he was really sorry.

I blew chunks. I was strapped to this backboard, and the paramedics just tilted me to the side, and I let fly.

Whatever time that Kenny served, I hope that he's been able to address whatever issues he had with whomever he had, and use the time productively. I am surprised that the arbitrator overruled the commissioner's decision.

He certainly liked Kenny -- did, anyway.

I'm still looking for answers, ... and still wondering why.

I had no idea where things were headed at that point. But I was ready for anything. He wasn't going to sucker-punch me again.