he said (that's right, 'Gosh'). ''That's the farthest thing from my mind right now. I'd hate to be thinking in that direction right now. This has been so much fun, so exciting, that I'd hate to distract myself. You never know when you'll ever again be a part of a group like this. I'd hate to take anything away from this wonderful baseball experience for myself. I'm going to indulge in it; you know what I mean?