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Related In high school, I was so painfully self-aware that how I thought of myself was probably very differe... AMY ADAMS I definitely suffered from stage fright. I had to work really hard to come out of my shell. When I w... BRIANNA BROWN Now, where does my comedy come from, like, as a human being? Yeah, when I was a kid I was dyslexic a... DAX SHEPARD One thing I always did in my career was writing. I always was writing. I was trying to create things... AASIF MANDVI Just as my body had changed at puberty, now I was developing a sense of guilt, a sense not only of h... HANIF KUREISHI I grew up performing in glee club at my school; I was the ostrich in 'Peter Pan,' and then I... KELSEA BALLERINI Puberty was not kind to me. I had acne, eczema and had a stye in my eye, so it was quite hard to go ... SOPHIE WU I have a really hard time writing my own lyrics for this record, because one, I had to write so many... KIM GORDON I was very naive, and I thought it was just a matter of writing my first book and sending it in, and... JERRY SPINELLI My greatest gift in life was being dyslexic. It made me special. It made me different. If I had not ... CAITLYN JENNER As a kid, I thought of myself as stupid because I needed remedial help. It was not until much later ... CAROL W. GREIDER Yes, but another writer I read in high school who just knocked me out was Theodore Dreiser. I read A... JOAN DIDION I was always the tallest girl in my class, and it made me have really bad posture because I wanted t... KATHERINE WEBB When I was writing it, I was remembering how hard it was to be a 16-year-old in high school. I alway... GERARD WAY I was born in Fayette County, over in Lexington, Kentucky, but I was raised most of my life in Paint... CHRIS STAPLETON I have kept a diary, WITHNAIL AND I I was heavily into sport from 10 to 15, I was in all the teams, and it was everything to me. But I w... BEN BARNES But pain may be a gift to us. Remember, after all, that pain is one of the ways we register in memor... SUE MILLER What I wrote... wasn't crazy... or a bullshit... or nonsense... it was what I saw! DEYTH BANGER I was a pioneer in MTV and I was there from the very beginning. So I saw how that developed and how ... DARYL HALL I've told you I don't live and die by the polls. Thus, I will refrain from pointing out that we're n... , IN THE NEW REPUBLIC When I went to school, I was already reading and writing. In fact, I was offended that the other kid... EOIN COLFER The only time I felt I was different was when one of my friends said, 'I hate reading' and I... ADORA SVITAK I was always the black sheep of the family and always told that I was dumb, and I had a low IQ and d... FRANCIS FORD COPPOLA While I was in jail, I was so mad at myself and so frustrated about my situation and how I let mysel... BOBBY DIXON I was aware that he was laughing at me, but I told myself I didn't care what other people thought an... MARK BARROWCLIFFE I was in enough to get along with people. I was never socially inarticulate. Not a loner. And that s... STEPHEN KING I believe in horoscopes. I was born under the sign of the Ram, which means I'm headstrong, don... LORETTA LYNN Every decade of my life I attempted to write a novel. But I had nothing to say. I was far too self-a... LOUISE PENNY When I first started writing, it was me alone with a computer in my apartment. I hated the time away... CHUCK PALAHNIUK My dad's gay experiences really had a very positive influence on me and my straight relationship... MIKE MILLS I didn't live at school, I lived where I could and studied what I enjoyed studying. I took what ... LANA DEL REY Looking at me now, it might be hard to believe that I didn't even have hair in my armpits when I... BROCK LESNAR It got so bad that by the time I was graduated, the only reading I did was in order to get the grade... R. A. SALVATORE I worked with some directors, and it was really collaborative, and I was sort of writing with them. ... PADDY CONSIDINE In a strange way, I had fallen in love with my depression. Dr. Sterling was right about that. I love... ELIZABETH WURTZEL Thirty was a big deal for me. It was the age where I reevaluated everything - how I approached life ... AMY ADAMS I didn't start really making changes in my life until I was actually in my mid-20s. And all of a sud... MEG TILLY When I was in high school and college, my other real focus was, actually, fiction writing. So in col... LILY RABE I left school with basically nothing, I was a special needs kid. I did feel as though my school had ... JAMIE OLIVER I had a blog and was documenting my life as a college student in an art school. I had a few comments... MICHELLE PHAN Largely in the beginning, I did a lot of extra work because I was lighter than all the other guys. I... DAVID ROBINSON In my twenties, it was so important for me to show people I had all these other books and these othe... EVELYN LAU I know from my own personal experience. I was bullied in middle school and high school and went thro... BRITTANY SNOW I was born in a slum, but the slum wasn't born in me. JESSE JACKSON And in my heart I despised the life I led in Seattle. I was sick of it and had no idea how to change... TOBIAS WOLFF When I was very little, four or five, I did comic strip drawings, so my first novel had no words. I ... JOYCE CAROL OATES When I was growing up, particularly during puberty in my teen years, I was so miserable because I el... LINDA HUNT I'm a first - I was the first person in my family born in the United States. My mom is from Croa... OTTESSA MOSHFEGH I realised that I had always been writing things that other people wanted me to write and not what I... CARLOS RUIZ ZAFON I was bullied very badly in high school. I was a very successful kid. I sold my first company at a y... CHARLIE EBERSOL Like a wild animal, the soul is tough, resilient, resourceful, savvy, and self-sufficient: it knows ... PARKER J. PALMER Appearing nude on film was not easy when I was twenty-six in Body Heat; it was even harder when I wa... KATHLEEN TURNER It was really special for me because [on the night of Ripken's 2,131st game], I was in my first year... MIGUEL TEJADA I felt like a failure, like somehow my self-worth was tied to my ability to procreate. I didn't ... VIRGINIA WILLIAMS I was, am , severely dyslexic and couldn't spell, still can't spell. So I was discouraged from writi... FANNIE FLAGG It's maybe hard to believe, but as a kid I really had a lot of self-doubts. My father was very i... DIANE KRUGER I believe in my writing. BARRY MANILOW Love is really my nemesis. I never really allowed myself to indulge in such basic things because I w... MARINA AND THE DIAMONDS Some of the feedback I got was very violent. I had two girls come to my room. I had threats of viole... LISA SMITH My special thing as a kid was to play dead because I thought I was really good at it. When I was 7 o... DANIEL BRUHL That's just how I live my life. That's how I was raised: to demand excellence out of myself. EZEKIEL ELLIOTT About half a mile from the tunnel, Sam stopped the car, and I climbed in back. Patrick played the ra... STEPHEN CHBOSKY I think the only time I doubted myself was my senior year in high school. I was not offered a Divisi... DOUG FLUTIE The first time we did cavalry charge I was so breathless with excitement I nearly fell off the horse... BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH I love people. I was born loving people. BETSY PALMER I started writing as a child. But I didn't think of myself actually writing until I was in colle... ALICE WALKER The way my father raised me was really informative of how I think about my role as a female and how ... IVANKA TRUMP In the early '90s, I was hired to write educational dramas about HIV and AIDS in the shantytowns... GAVIN HOOD I didn't think I was wasting my time. I thought I was in the right company. Those guys were so good.... MICHAEL DAVIS I was born in Bournemouth, England, in 1943. J. PHILIPPE RUSHTON I was born in a blender. LORNA LUFT I was born 'neath a clouded star. JULIA WARD HOWE I wasn't born a redhead, but I was born to be a redhead. GEORGETTE MOSBACHER I was born to be funny. BUDDY HACKETT I was born in Palo Alto, California in 1961. ERIC ALLIN CORNELL Whatever it was her father wanted, Emma did not know how to provide it. She felt confused by what he... CAROL LEE I would sit in my room and become hysterical about the wild incredible story I was writing. And I th... CHESTER HIMES It's all to do with the training: you can do a lot if you're properly trained. QUEEN ELIZABETH II Like all best families, we have our share of eccentricities, of impetuous and wayward youngsters and... QUEEN ELIZABETH II My husband has quite simply been my strength and stay all these years, and I owe him a debt greater ... QUEEN ELIZABETH II It is easy enough to define what the Commonwealth is not. Indeed this is quite a popular pastime. QUEEN ELIZABETH II I have to be seen to be believed. QUEEN ELIZABETH II I have in sincerity pledged myself to your service, as so many of you are pledged to mine. Throughou... QUEEN ELIZABETH II I hope that tomorrow we can all, wherever we are, join in expressing our grief at Diana's loss, ... QUEEN ELIZABETH II I myself prefer my New Zealand eggs for breakfast. QUEEN ELIZABETH II The British constitution has always been puzzling and always will be. QUEEN ELIZABETH II I have behind me not only the splendid traditions and the annals of more than a thousand years but t... QUEEN ELIZABETH II To what greater inspiration and counsel can we turn than to the imperishable truth to be found in th... QUEEN ELIZABETH II What were once only hopes for the future have now come to pass; it is almost exactly 13 years since ... QUEEN ELIZABETH II First, I want to pay tribute to Diana myself. She was an exceptional and gifted human being. In good... QUEEN ELIZABETH II I cannot lead you into battle. I do not give you laws or administer justice but I can do something e... QUEEN ELIZABETH II To all those who have suffered as a consequence of our troubled past I extend my sincere thoughts an... QUEEN ELIZABETH II Grief is the price we pay for love. QUEEN ELIZABETH II The upward course of a nation's history is due in the long run to the soundness of heart of its ... QUEEN ELIZABETH II At its heart, engineering is about using science to find creative, practical solutions. It is a nobl... QUEEN ELIZABETH II At Christmas, I am always struck by how the spirit of togetherness lies also at the heart of the Chr... QUEEN ELIZABETH II For many, Christmas is also a time for coming together. But for others, service will come first. QUEEN ELIZABETH II The lessons from the peace process are clear; whatever life throws at us, our individual responses w... QUEEN ELIZABETH II I declare before you all that my whole life, whether it be long or short, shall be devoted to your s... QUEEN ELIZABETH II
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SUZANNE COLLINS I know what blood poisoning is, Katniss," says Peeta. "Even if my mother isn't a healer." I'm j... SUZANNE COLLINS No. Now, shut up and eat your pears. SUZANNE COLLINS You have a... remarkable memory." "I remember everything about you. You're the one who wasn't p... SUZANNE COLLINS Really, the combination of the scabs and the ointment looks hideous. I can't help enjoying his distr... SUZANNE COLLINS I realize only one person will be damaged beyond repair if Peeta dies. Me. SUZANNE COLLINS Deep in the meadow, hidden far away A cloak of leaves, a moonbeam ray Forget your woes and... SUZANNE COLLINS What about Gale?" "He's not a bad kisser either," I say shortly. "And it was okay with bo... SUZANNE COLLINS Oh, Peeta, Don't make me sorry I restarted your heart. SUZANNE COLLINS There's a chance that the old Peeta, the one who loves you, is still inside. Trying to get back to y... SUZANNE COLLINS But collective thinking is usually short-lived. We're fickle, stupid beings with poor memories and a... SUZANNE COLLINS At a few minutes before four, Peeta turns to me again. "Your favorite colour . . . it's green?" SUZANNE COLLINS She's not here," I tell him. Buttercup hisses again. "She's not here. You can hiss all you like. You... SUZANNE COLLINS I raise my left arm and twist my neck down to rip off the pill on my sleeve. Instead my teeth sink i... SUZANNE COLLINS They'll either want to kill you, kiss you, or be you. SUZANNE COLLINS That what I need to survive is not Gale's fire, kindled with rage and hatred. I have plenty of fire ... SUZANNE COLLINS Closing my eyes doesn't help. Fire burns brighter in the darkness. SUZANNE COLLINS I think....you still have no idea. The effect you can have. SUZANNE COLLINS I drag myself out of nightmares each morning and find there's no relief in waking. SUZANNE COLLINS Technically, I am unarmed. But no one should ever underestimate the harm that fingernails can do. Es... SUZANNE COLLINS Are you, are you coming to the tree? Wear a necklace of rope, side by side with me. Stra... SUZANNE COLLINS Ally." Peeta says the words slowly, tasting it. "Friend. Lover. Victor. Enemy. Fiancee. Target. Mutt... SUZANNE COLLINS I clench his hands to the point of pain. "Stay with me." His pupils contract to pinpoints, dial... SUZANNE COLLINS There are much worse games to play. SUZANNE COLLINS Some walks you have to take alone. SUZANNE COLLINS You're a painter. You're a baker. You like to sleep with the windows open. You never take sugar in y... SUZANNE COLLINS I must have loved you a lot. SUZANNE COLLINS Fire is catching! And if we burn, you burn with us! SUZANNE COLLINS What I need is the dandelion in the spring. The bright yellow that means rebirth instead of destruct... SUZANNE COLLINS You're still trying to protect me. Real or not real," he whispers. "Real," I answer. "Because t... SUZANNE COLLINS It takes ten times as long to put yourself back together as it does to fall apart. SUZANNE COLLINS The anguish I always feel when she's in pain wells up in my chest and threatens to register on my fa... SUZANNE COLLINS For there to be betrayal, there would have to have been trust first. SUZANNE COLLINS