Chat is like the ball..... you throw it... then they... then you.... then they... until one of you... stops... and the chain reaction is over.

As If I could just turn my feelings off like a faucet.

Hell is repetition, you go over and over and over. That's hell, so I will eat your eyes in hell, I will be waiting you in hell, I will repeat that over and over and over...

What do you can't do?
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Be supportive?
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You have never been supportive..

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Being more serious?
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Nice question... good POV... but as for you it's not possible more likely impossible..

Horror is a curiousity, it's used we to go over on real horror it just prepare us for the hard battles. To laugh at somebody's harm... there is even and scientific explanation.

Maybe it's a chain reaction. But you know what it is, a lot of times when you're tired, tugging down on your shorts, you look down and see your socks, and it's just a reminder to stay hungry.