But we still do our jobs. Our pride in our jobs has been hurt, but I wouldn't say that it is gone.

It's disappointing. I think every guy's pride is hurt a little bit, especially the guys that have been around here for a while because we're not really used to getting pushed around, and we kind of did.

When it happened, it hurt my feelings. But deep down inside I had a lot of pride. I knew that I could still go out there and do it. It was just a block in the road. You have to keep the faith. It's just a test of your faith.

Frustration has really set in.

A lot of officers are sick and tired of what's going on. It's hard to work in this environment.

My pride shut me up, my hurt shut me down, and together they ganged up on my hope and let her get away.