But, though I was very much in lust with him, I knew from the start we were nothing like "forever." Maybe because forever is such a scary place.

Forever has no meaning when you're living in the moment. I wasn't ready for that moment to end.

Honesty.
Sobriety.
My virginity.

No way to regain
the first two, I almost
gave away the last.

I'd sleep outside naked in the blizzard,for you.

You were a summer gift, one I'll always treasure. You were a dream I never wanted to wake up from. You opened my eyes to things I'll never really see. You're the best thing that will ever happen to me.

And I love a scary movie. It makes your toes curl and it's not you going through it.