But then, you know, I'm very happy, I've got to this stage in my life and I'm not dead. I haven't got married and divorced and done all that palimony business, you know all that mess.

I don't think success arrives and you're suddenly happy. It's not like that. If people think that they'll be very disappointed.

You know sometimes I just want to curl up on stage and lie there for a while - it's weird.

I know all's fair in love and war but when you go off and try to be by yourself and it ends up on the front page of the press it's frightening, knowing your life is under such scrutiny.

I manage to scrape together a private life, despite the press.

I've got my life. I'm very serious about my business. I've got my family. And I've got my game.