And then I knew that despite all the pain and hard work all of us had gone through, despite the sadness and anger we felt, in the end, everything was going to be fine.<br /> But I did not know when the end was, or if it was even near.<br /> But that did not matter.<br /> I preferred to look towards it in anticipation rather than worry about it. One new day equalled to one new adventure. And right now, I still had plenty of days left in my life. So I did not decide to sit down and plan out my life.<br /> Instead, I decided to sit back, relax, and see where life would take me.