And I felt sorry, and I have felt bad about what happened.

I voted Republican this year; the Democrats left a bad taste in my mouth.

I felt like a piece of trash. I felt dirty and I felt used and I was disappointed.

When I think of the person that I thought was Bill Clinton, I think he had genuine remorse. When I think of the person that I now see is 100 percent politician, I think he's sorry he got caught.

But, clearly to me, what I've come to see is that that happened because I didn't have enough feelings of self-worth. So that I didn't feel that... I was worthy of being number one to a man.

Getting and keeping my immunity became very important to me. For I needed to take care of myself and my family. No one else was worried about me.