An obsession is where something will not leave your mind.

Yeah, I wanted to know where they got it from, what it was all about, you know, and it seemed to strike something in me that was you know rearing it's head and I still don't know what that is.

It's very dependent on your state of mind. And your emotional state as well. And a lot of it comes pouring out, you don't really have that much control with it.

Risk is trying to control something you are powerless over.

It's not a pretence. I will have to work to support the way we live.

Given the choice between accomplishing something and just lying around, I'd rather lie around. No contest.