Amazing how you can fake you're way through the day, by looking at the clock, and work untill it's time to stop. And then, the restless mind starts to make sure, you leave nothing behind to overthink in the night.

If you are wondering why some people don't want to talk to you anymore, it could be that they actually miss it to, but they choose to avoid you, because off what they can never tell you. It feels cold in the dark, where people change on you, for what seems to be the best not to share anymore....

That feeling of shame and guilt you feel, when you disappoint someone, equals the feeling of never being good enough, to live up to their standards.

The people who never wanted to meet you, will never know what you would have sounded like together!

If water would be running up, would it wash away the spots, underneath the places, where we usually don't look. Would the current make more noise when it clears the sand on it's way without changing the inner voice that we cope with everyday.

I tried to stop the morning coming in so fast Why is it impossible to make those silent moments last ? Now, there's no escaping, from the things that can't be stopped, reluctantly pretending someone that i'm not. Feeling selfish, just for thinking, to pick up my guitar and start, making music all day long, probably not perfect, but with all my heart.