A reunion didn't appeal to me. I saw it as a big step backwards. I was busy being me,

a major step backwards.

I am learning to forgive my inner geek, and even value him as a free man.

There is trust in there being a Spirit who loves me and wants me to have love in my life. I trust in this higher power, it is what keeps me moving forward no matter what happens.

Real freedom is creative, proactive, and will take me into new territories. I am not free if my freedom is predicated on reacting to my past.

Sexual attraction is not infidelity ... I learned that no matter how good I look, I can't be every woman, anyway. I can't be the blond or the Asian. And that's OK.